Real friends are the ones that are there for you when you need it, but not only that…they are there when you don’t need it too. Real friends are honest, real friends can tell you everything, there are no secrets between good friends.

There is a text by an unknown writer that I think is perfect! I couldn’t agree more…;)
      “I choose my friends not by their skin or other archetype, but by their eye pupil.
It has to have questioning shine and unsettled tone.
I’m neither interested in those who are of good spirit nor those of bad habits.
I’ll stick with the ones that make me crazy and blessed.
From them, I don’t want an answer, I want to be reviewed. I want them to bring me doubts and fears and to tolerate the worst of me.
For that, only being crazy.
I want saints, so they don’t doubt differences and ask forgiveness for injustices.
I choose my friends for their clean face and their exposed soul .
I want a shoulder to lean on; but I also want their greatest happiness.
A friend that doesn’t laugh together doesn’t know how to cry together.
All my friends are like that, half foolish, half serious.
I don’t want foreseen laughter or weepings that are full of pity.
I want serious friends, those that make reality their fountain of knowledge, but also fight to keep fantasy alive.
I don’t want adult or boring friends.
I want half kids and half elderly.
Kids, so they don’t forget the value of the wind blowing on their faces and elderly people so they’re never in a hurry. I want friends to know who I am. I want to see them being clowns and being serious, crazy and saints, young and old. I will never forget that normalcy is a sterile and imbecile illusion.”

Today was a bad day..jumatatea plina a paharului se tot ascunde de vazul meu.Dar hey ;) there's hope..and where there's hope there's light at the end of the tunnel and where there's hope there's a big smiley on my face :p..til the next time:Greetings,

Pe tine ce te motiveaza?Ce te face sa zambesti sau sa fii trist?....It's difficult to let yourself be affected by every gesture,every word,every situation.Yes..people around me motivates me, so I'm gonna have to be really careful from now on..careful not to give a damn anymore,to be indiferent... to give a rat's ass:)) ..We gotta ask ourselves...YOU got to ask yourself...Who cares for me?Who loves me?Who cares about my feelings?...There you'll find the answer.If only I could be indiferent;if only I could not  give a shit about anyone.But that's just wishful thinking...It's the way I am..time will change it,life will change it,people around me will change it.

Zilele astea mi-am dat seama mai mult ca niciodata ca "i need to grow up"..Inca nu mi-am dat seama 100% de ce inseamna asta...cateva progrese am facut...but i still got a long way to go.Incet dar sigur incep a ma detasa de tot ce ma lega de casa..stiu ca cei dragi sunt acolo si atat timp cat stiu ca sunt bine ...nu am nevoie de altceva.Strange feeling ..dar momentan ...there's no place I can call HOME.Simt ca vreu sa plec,simt ca vreau sa cunosc alti oameni,alte locuri....sa descopar alte mistere.Am mare nevoie de un timp pentru mine..."me,myself&I"...to figure out who I am and what I want;de preferabil undeva cat mai departe de tot ceea ce am cunoscut pana acum de tot ceea ce pana acum am numit "casa".I do not really want to spend my life wondering "what if"...wondering .."what I want" and so on....ma detasez incet  de  lucrurile care ma tin atasata de adolescenta si de locurile in care am crescut...First baby step was made but I still got a long way to go.
p.s(to a little butterfly named - - - - -):being true to yourself really works.you should really give it a try!;)