I finally remembered that I have a blog so I said What the heck?...Let's see what goes through my mind(February 21st,21:27 pm................................................................Today I decided not to think about my future anymore.Whether it's  right or wrong I do not really give much of a shit .I decided to enjoy life as it goes,not to let myself caught in maze of heavy thoughts and feelings.I do have ambitions though I  don't dream much.I gave up dreaming in my childhood ...but now i know better;I know that dreaming too much at times hurts and that in the long run you'll  gain only sorrow and regret because let's face it that LIFE is not as "pink"as it is in our dreams.When you reach that "mature"age everybody expects you to have your future already decided.The truth is that the future scares the shit out of us :))...so I'll just leave it all to chance.I believe that spontaneous ideas and decisions are the best..at least for me..;).I do not care much,in fact at all,about what others expect of me.I know what I expect from myself and that's the only thing that matters for me right now.

Have you ever met people who labeled you "a satanic  rocker" just because you listen to rock?:))I laughed my brains out when I heard that ignorant shit....but that's another thingy to be discussed later on;)....Greetings,